the red pjs

i'm so physically drained man. my ankle really feels like it cannot take anymore soccer nonsense. so retarded lah.

anyway my laptop is being delivered to acer for repair. and so i'll hafta make peace with the brother for the next couple of days if i wanna use his computer ever again. am so at his mercy. and to think that i'm the older, wiser, should-have-no-problem-getting-people-to-do-my-shit one.

hahaha. its not happening in the world of today. especially now, yr 2006.

blogs which i usually frequent arent updated as efficiently anymore and so i've stopped visiting them altogether. that stinks cos it makes the internet life bleak. hence i've found a new pill to the whole dull-ness issue. everyone should indulge in friendster-surfing again. hahaha. from a used-to-be veteran to a noob (or anybody else), friendster-surfing is very therapeutic. if that doesnt do the trick, just go to youtube and waste your life away.

and when all else fails, go offline and sleep. (normally when nothing seems to contain your interest, it means that your brain needs to regenerate. thus, studying is not an option lah, nerds.)

i've been going out alot too. like can you imagine that i had ten xiaolongbaos today during lunch! the mum did the honour of footing the bill of course. anyhow, its the GSS season, the big economy booster. everyone should do their part to help singapore improve in her prosperity. be true and genuine singaporeans, splurge lavishly.

okay lah i'm not making sense already.

leave it up to chance

i dont know whats up with life anymore. all the little tricks it has up its sleeves and all really annoys me to the extent that i wish that a panic button would surface.

the holidays are very productive for me, entertainment-wise. i've completed like i dont know how many vcds within 4days already. haha. yes i think i deserve the applause. however academically, i'm drowning.

the sink is so fast that sometimes i feel that picking myself up aint worth the effort.

the company has been awesome too. meeting up the various old faces and having the time of our lives. thats what life is all about isnt it. at least my life is suppose to be like that. things dont last forever though. school and its curriculum should be drug out to the streets and shot.

people should know that i do stuff according to how i feel it should be done. it may be wrong though (yah lah i know to you its always incorrect) but its my life lah wth. quit bitching already.

anyway, the new word is fate. i'm starting to believe in the term coincidence again. :)

le femme

and so, the FAS tournament is over for us soccer girls. we finished it 4th. haha. got thrashed by sajc by alot. i'm still shocked whenever i think of that score man. but ohwell. its done.

i'll miss all the trainings. the good the bad. coach's jokes (which are freaking funny btw). the mad runnings we had to do. all the mini matches. the friendly's we had with the lawyers and bishanarsenal. all the times we've let the man down because we didnt play well enough to score the goals.

you know, seriously i think without coach, we wouldnt even have gotten 4th. the teachers play a part too lah though initially they were kinda not-there-for-us. much love anyway. :)

i'll miss all the players even more! the J2s and J1s. haha. this year we've really got good new blood in our team, but thats not enough in terms of numbers. whats with the rest of the J1 cohort man! next year, srjc soccer girls will definitely dominate. given the chance i'll retain and play. haha.

ohwell. at least there's a medal to fall back on. the medal which we won because of all the hardwork and the team chemistry we have. school would now officially be VERY BORING. no more soccer practices and stuff. no more coach.

the man gave me a message to relate to the rest of the team after he rushed off to KL. he said that we've all developed into people with a much stronger character despite the lost and that he is very proud of everyone of us. thank you coach rosli.

i know that our lost is gonna hurt you as much as it hurts us. but at least you were there and never told us that getting into the semis was just good enough. you know that we didnt just want to be happy with our present acheivement then, you knew we wanted to win.

i guess. thats all that matters.

encore

singapore idol is again on tv. haha. looks like the country cant get enough of it.

tmr is the day! the day!! frankly speaking, just thinking of it gives me jellylegs.

prayers please! and dada, go easy supporting your school okay. i'm your friend also lah dammit!

okay bye.

the wait is over

Singapore Idol is so -fillintheblanks-.....

i felt so embarrassed for them while watching the show lah. like omg. its a totally different comedy as compared to the american counterparts. but its still hilarious. some people just wont give up.

the things people do for 5secs of fame. tsk.

i hafta see kok still. its so stupid i think. the appointment is tmr and i feel like giving it a miss. not because i'm afraid of her or anything along that line. i just think its a waste of time. all her prophecies are almost always useless. its my results and my future. so why you bother right? its not like you pay for my school fees.

its my mum i feel sad for. because, its just that.

and soccer. wah. vjc got their lucky break. whats a 1goal victory especially when that goal aint created by them. i think we give too many discounts. its not worth leaving like that. wednesday is the last and final match. fighting for 3rd place with sajc. haha. just the thought of it gives me a heartattack.

okay. screw the heartattack.

everybody make wednesday free. 3pm at jalan besar stadium. seriously the last time i went, i saw fandi ahmad and his team. so y'all might get lucky this time. (scratch the might, i heard it'll be some big event?) so just come. not for the school, just for the team.

ohdamn! maths, i havent touch yet. and do you know how nice ritz cheese and crackers is?

its good!

OTHseasonTWO

the dad bought for me onetreehill season II. HAHAHAHAHA.

okay. then there's theOC season II too. but i have no money with me. its pathetic when you know that there's still like 20 days of May left and you only have $30 in your bank and wallet to last you that period. it doesnt help when you're still in debt. thats why people resort to gambling, and borrowing and gambling somemore. the stupid vicious cycle.

i think i needa give it a shot some time soon.

thursday night, i went to bedok 85 for dinner. i dont wanna talk about how much food i have lah (but its definitely more than yours you idiot). hehh. but oh, special commendation for the ah-balling thing. it is the new swedish meatballs man. everyone should eat it.

i'm done for now. goodbye.

this just in



stay happy, my friend.

the big , thing

i want more money! either that or i should not leave my house at all. its too tempting. i cannot tahan already sia.

anyway, all thanks to this particular shortfart, my ankle is really painful. (lowdown bitch wanna anyhow display your skills all somemore. get a life please) other than that, today i had a bad day. on the pitch that is.

ljs in town then hokkien mee with the skinnyboy. his guitar is really pretty. then i met up with vincent at eln's birthday party.

nothing much happened after that because my curfew is midnight. wah i seriously think my parents secretly watch cinderella when i'm not home man.

tonight for me is a late night! hahaha. happy like a bird lah please. my commontests are over! i can now watch all my vcds/dvds in peace. hehh.

hello memoirs of a geisha!

gc's truth

i took a day off of school because i'm too tired to go and leave my humble abode. and so i need an mc in order for that to work. themother wasnt happy one bit. ohwell. i woke up in the morning (later than usual) and cracked my brains for an alternative besides the mc thing. none came into mind. and so i went to my chinese doc.

in return, i got an mc! yay. and a bandaged left foot. i thought the ankle pain was a norm because it happens every time. well, sometimes you gotta be wrong.

but at least mine aint as bad as ili's okay! hahaha. poor thing.

sometimes i wonder how i manage to complicate my life like how it is in its present situation. not that its not easy to solve, but i just cant make up my damn mind. fickle-mindedness is a sin! and along with that sin brings about procrastination - everybody's enemy. aiya dammit sia.

being soulful is the "in" thing now people. everyone should just sit in one corner of their own four-walled area and reflect on their lives. then they should all just take a pen and paper with them so that they can write down all their personal shortcomings and rifts they were involved in. after which, they should take the paper, drown it in flames and start all over.

whats the point of wanting to stay stuck in square one anyway. square 7 sounds just as good.

go try . bye.

ou la

soccer girls just rock okay. we won mjc on saturday. hahahaha. you see why "we are the champions" is just an understatement to us?

okay. other than that, there's really nothing much to be overjoyed about. life is still a piece of shit, especially in areas where it usually isnt for me. i hate that. and i cant wait to rid myself of that luck.

i think i'm gonna change church too. st anne's is getting so far away. ihm seems more feasible. and they have awesome aircon power. like phwoar! i felt like i was a part of the show "8 below" man.

speaking of that movie, everyone please watch it. haah. paul walker is hot. his 8dogs are gorgeous. and i caught "when a stranger calls" too. nice. especially when you watch it at 155am in a theatre which is barely filled. okay i think there were less than 25people.

anyway, i think a week ago it was wood-ians day out. i love those girls. but man, i miss those days even more.

oh, i'm wicked broke too! i think i owe vincent a couple of millions (excluding movie tickets) and then i owe some other people this and that. wth right. haha. and i owe my mum too! and no when it comes to money matters, being responsible is much more important than the mother-daughter relationship i've cultivated with the mother.

gee.

okay. its back to redcurrant puffs and growing fat-ter now! goodbye!

and much love.